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ASSALAMUALAIKUMWARAHMATULLAH
well...tonight mrupakan malam yg memboringkan...soo..i wanna update my blog for a little while..k
the topic tht i want to talk is about MY DEAREST FRIEND...well...there is nothing special between me n her...s0o..its just a normal teenage friend like everyone else...
s0o...this person tht i wanna talk about..is a very kindest to me..caring..well..supportive...n understand about me...(i think soo la...i dont know either)
she's 16..just like me...well..she's intelligent..than me..her heart is stronger than me...her responsibility is higher than me...her atitude is sooooo nice than me..(she is a little quiet person)...n about religious..well...dy le dkategorikn sbgai ustazah la...bg aq la...sbb dgn caranya yg sgt tenang n akhlaknya..well..its hard to say but...she's kinda better than anyone else...i said la...
she is also a funny person n everytime i said something tht romantic(just for fun)...she always replied "funny la jupii..." tu la...ni laaa...n mcm2 ayt backup la...i know tht  giving a romantic stuff to a girl like her is very ....errrrr...i dont know la...mcm..x leh la sbb tkt mrosakkan fkiran dy (what the hell am i talking!!??)..
n she also is the caring person...carest..seriously..aq malu dgn diri aq sbb moto aq ialah nk 'carest' trhdp dy...tp last2...dy plak yg trlbih care trhdp aq...(dari sudut pndangan aq la...aq x hau crita sbnar smada dy btul2 'care' trhdap aq ke x...)..well..i dont know watta say..
i am really like her...love??..nahhhhh..love as a friend indeed..and i am really useless without her...
sblum aq knl dy kan...hdup aq ni mcm...kucar kacir la...i dont know la..baca Quran pun..haih..dulu...solat 5 wktu pun aq x ckup....hdup aq mmg sia2 la dulu...x ad akidah..mcm x ad agama..x ad tnggungjawab...serious ni...sjujurnya la...mmg aq rosak dulu...bab2 mnggila ni...mmg sah dh aq suka...(dulu)...n bila smpai msa aq nmpk dy...rsa  mcm lain..ntah la nk explain mcm mna...
well...gini critanya...mula2 aq jmpa dy..trjmpa...aq tnya la one of my friend 'FAZIR'...."zir...sapo dh pue tu??...x igt dh aq namo gapo..bat man tuu" (i call her batman in the first place sbb tudung dy labuh...hehe..bkn nk mnghina..serius...cuma nk suh fazir cam2 gitu je...)...soo fazir ckp la "oww...tu S**ai**h..budop kls IBNU RUSYD"...i just like...goshhhh...sjuk hati mmandang...serius...
n then...pd wktu ptg la...aq ad ltihan badminton kt skolah...well...aq nmpk la dy kt pondok jaga...alone...s0o...i go to her...nk teman dy..smpai kak/mak dy smpai utk jemput dy...s0o..we talk...cakap kosong..gitu gini...n then...i ask for her NUMBER...n she said yes...she give her number to me...i was just like "unbelievable.........."...well...maybe hati dy trbuka luas kot utk bg nom tel dy kt aq...KOT..x hau la...
n then after tht...we started sending messages...start pada hri tu...kami kerap brmsej...i dont know la..biasanya kan...bg aq la...bila aq kuat brmsej dgn ssorg kan...i feel bored...need to stop...x sey msj..gitu gini..TAPI..bila msj ngan dy kan...prasaan puas tu x dop...serious..mmg x ad...rsa mcm nk trus brmsj....smpai la rsa puas tu ad....tp...smpai skrg...rsa puas tu still x ad...i dont know la..
well..nampak la kan..before aq msj ngan dy kan...hdup aq mmg kucar kaci laa...just like i told you at paragraph 8...n after i msj with her...aq seolah mcm letak harapan kt dy...s0o..skrg...solat 5 wktu dh x tinggal (bkn nk riak...cuma nk bg explanation la..k...BKN NK RIAK)..well..x la lima wktu trus..mcm...slow2 brubah...klu trtinggal solat pun...sbb x sngaja...trtdur...tp qada la...kdang2 x...dosa dlm diri aq bnyk...mmg bnyk...serious...k...hdup aq brubah...since i knew her..well sbbnya aq fkir mcm ni "kalau aq x solat..dy akn bnci aq...Allah x akn tlg aq utk brmsej dgnnya"...yea...lbih kurang mcm tu la...s0o...she changes my LIFE...
n kdg2...ad la knangan pahit aq trhdpnya...well..x la pahit sgt...cuma aq je yg fkir bkn2 psl dy..I DO WANNA TRUST HER...ITS JUST IM NOT THT STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THT...im sorry...aq slalu mkir negatif ttgnya..aq x leh nk handle prasaan aq...ego...aq skik hati dgn diri aq...
next....CONTOH sikap caring dy trhdp aq bila tibanya wktu tgh mlm...dy slalu suh aq tdur dlu...tp aq x nk...i wanna to texting with her...until im asleep..serius..x nk disconnect dg dy... n then...time aq sakit ke ap ke..dy slalu suh aq mkn ubat...aq x nk pun mkn ubat..mmg aq pantang dgn ubat..tapi dy guna teknik ssuatuspaya aq mkn ubat jgk rane2 pun....mmg dy nk aq sihat kot...well...LOOK HOW CARING SHE IS!!!!...n bila tiba befday aq...dy yg mula2 wish kt aq...pkul 12 tepat2..dy snggup x tdur smpai kul 12 pagi demi nk htr wish msj kt aq...ya Allah..mmg dy sgt baik...seriously...aq suka dy..mmg aq suka..klulah suka aq tu trbalas...aq x hau...depends on Allah n her...dy mmg pndai mngenali aq...cuma aq x fham sgt ttgnya..ssh...mmg ssh..ssungguhnya aq seorang yg lemah...seriously...

well...thts is some of my evidences tht i have told you..ad bnyk lg..cuma aq x nk mnyebar ttg hdup privacy aq...maaf k...well..aq suka bila brgrau dgn dy...time2 grau tu...aq selalu sengih sore..sbb i dont know la...bg aq..msj dy tu funny la kot..mcm2 ad...time aq tuduh someting kt dy....msti dy akn backup...time2 aq puji dy...dy backup...tu laaa..ni laaa...n kdg2...dy balas semula...ahaha...serously...kau akn fham apabila kau mnjadi aq...k...(^_^).

hehe...thts it...

well...i think tht is all for today...i hope u enjoy my story...well...tlg jgn rmpas dy dtgn aq...(kalau kau lelaki)..ahaha..grau je...jodoh x smestinya...ehem...kan...hehehe...just kidding around...

ad bnyk lg kisah actually...cuma mls nk crita..sbb...pnjang jelowww..ahaha..sory for tht...

well...thts all...aq hrp dy akn buka hatinya utk aq...semoga Allah tlg aq..n insyaAllah doa aq trhdpnya akn termkbul...n aameen...thx sbb sudi mmbaca ni...n i am really apprieciate ur kind..k..thx..again...(^_^)..now..tata.... >,<'

p/s : I NEED HER IN MY LIFE!!!!!...SOO I CAN LIVE IN PERFECTO PERSON!!!!!!!!!..

"SEMOGA ALLAH MEMBERI JUPI KEKUATAN UTK MENJAGA NUR S**AI**H *J*ER* SEHINGGA TIBANYA AJAL JUPI..AAMEEN.."  

i promise to take care of her in any difficult situation...no matter what...THTS MY PROMISE TO HER FRIEND N MYSELF..doakan aq k...

assalamualaikum...selamat malam...