Rumors

'a'uzubillah hissami in alaihi miminashaitho nirrajeem minhamzihi wanafkhi wanafsih

hey there...its been a while i didnt updated my blog...yea..soo...tonight i feels like down gler2...sbb ckgu tduh aq bkn2...smpai nobody trust at me...including suu(maybe)..i dunno knp bnda jd smpai mcm ni...aq mmg dh dbar td kt skolah...klau rumors xbtul ni smpai kt suu...hbis la aq...n now...she knew...

aq dpt cam dh msj suu td...seolah mcm...i dunno la..support ckgu la kot..i dunno..its her choice..not me...erm..aq x hau nk ckp ap jgk...

n what im talk about is....ckgu tduh aq gewam nga Zarith Nabilah (she's actually the daughter of my mom's fren)...aq rsa down gila la kot...aq x prnh pum couple ngan ZN tu...seriously...mmg xprnh...i dunno ap yg mmbuatkn ckgu fkir mcm tu....seriously...i didnt really know...

i feel stres ngat2 la kot...ad gossip yg x paka kawal...pastu trsebar...n now everyone think tht i am a PLAYBOY...n i felt like rmai dh kwn2 aq dh x caya kt aq....including suuu(maybe)...hurmmm...xhau la nk ckp ap...blurrr biladuk mkir ginim...dh la esk exam..klu aq failed exam sbb nim...ya Allah..mmg xska la...duk asyik fkir psl nim...smpai suuu fkir aq playboy too(maybe)...n maybe she thinks tht aq dh x setia dgn dy sbb crita x bnar nim...hmm..sape lg aq ad skrg klu bkn suu sorang....ad ke aq crita ttg org lain slain suu dlm blog?...klu ad pun...tu yg thun lps...msa tu aq x knl lg suu..soo...xad kn?..i feel soo annoying..im afraid tht my relationship with suu are ended sbb kes ni...mmg aq x leh trima hakikat la jwbnya...

ermm...i need someone tht really trust me....right now...i feel soo doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn....god for sake...x kan la org SEDO mcm aq ni playboy..main prempuan...crazy ap smpai gitu...aq tau la prempuan ni hati lmbut...xkang la aq nk main2...especially main ngan suu..x kan la nk main2 ngan suuu sdgkn aq serius tnggu suu until 26....sknrg dh stahun aq brhbung ngan suuu...xad pun msalah curang..yg aq tahu...i trusted her..n she also trust me(maybe)...i did remember tht suu ckp..."klu setia n caya ad dlm hbungan...x akn ad msalah pun"...yea..i do did tht...dh nk buat mcm mna...dh rmai sebar bnda mngarut ttg aq kt suu...i dunno smada suu caya kt crita mngarut tu ke...atau caya kt aq...n it all depends on her...caya @ x caya...brgantung kt suu...

i think thts all aq nk ckp...i am realy need to be alone right now...spatutnya aq x ptut crita hal nim kt blog...or sebar..sbb hal nim hal privacy...klu bleh..biar aq ngan suu je tahu ttg msalah aq....n x lupa...Allah Maha Mengetahui...k...thts all i wanna say la kot...selamat malam..hopefully aq dpt jwb exam SEJARAH esk...in sha Allah..n hopefully tht suuu x caya kt rumors2 mngarut yg dy dgr skrg...erm...hrp sgt2 la kot...klu dy caya kt crita tu...what can i say...k...la'ila saedah..